Saw the urologist yesterday, he’s a bit concerned about swelling of my right kidney. Thinking it’s being irritated by swollen lymph nodes, the best option right now seems to be to wait and see how I respond to chemo.
Looking toward an upcoming week of procedures, I need spiffing up, so went for a haircut. I’ve followed a number of barbers around lately; can’t seem to replicate the decade long relationships I’d once enjoyed. I found “my” barber has moved to a different shop, so sat down in the first chair offered, acceding to let some stranger have her way with my hair. During the usual barber / customer small talk, she asked if I had any big plans for my summer. What do I say? I don’t feel everyone I encounter needs to hear my story. She asked a seemingly simple question. After a long pause, I mumbled being unsure how to respond, eventually sharing I was starting chemo soon and didn’t know with any certainty what my summer held.
And then she changed my day. Pointing at a family photo in her gear box, she said it was the Make-A-Wish trip they had enjoyed when her son was battling cancer. Diagnosed with stage 4 cancer at 23 months (some blastoma type, the details didn’t stick with me), he is now 7 and doing great. We talked about treatments and Kaiser and Doernbecher and life. All I could imagine was the hell she’d experienced as Mom dealing with her little guy’s battle. She told me that in the end, it had been good for them, they were a stronger family for it.
And at the end of my haircut (excellent job too) I was a little stronger for hearing her story. Thanks Valerie, I was supposed to meet you today.